Object permanence
My relation to things
Objects
Be one
A sense of self
The stop sign
And corner-store bench
And things
Initially
Outside of me become
Me
within
For a few unplanned years
Roaming these streets
Back and forth
work, store, work,
Up down left right
Break up, break downs
And night terrors
Of loneliness and
Superbowl parties
And the final
what seems-to-be-my end game
and suddenly
To pass on to the other side
and survive
for another year
These local markings
Become familiar intimate friends
That hold me
A sense of self
becomes a place
And place the self
Bound and marked
By things and people
Friend and buildings
And trees and
Random street signs
That seem to hold way too much meaning
Gives me meaning, purpose
Paper moons of
paper grocery bags
What becomes of me
Or them
When I move on to the next town
Streets signs and mail boxes
And fences
And repeat it all again
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